go out and do some exercise like running for 1-2 hrs. It will help you a lot to focus on something else. do this everyday for a while. Your heart will heal over time.
@Vanie true, you may be raised stricter than your brothers....but it also depends if you are raised by a single parent, two parents..but one is never there or a loving Atomic Family of "Leave it to Beaver" or being raised by the Kardashians. Want more fun? Being raised with disfunctional or abusive parents?
